3 is a crowd

in the darkness of the night
why am i so unsure
im with you and you and you
you made me feel so happy
you made me fee so sad
tonight was just so tragic
what has happened
where are we now
do you know
will you ever?
a wise woman once said
"are we ever?!?"
so if you're not
if you are
look deep down and just dont stare
if you say that we're not meant to be
i will take it and flee
pain
sorrow
heart ache
things that were done
things that were said
lust
desire
and sex
what is it that we need
what is it that we want
tears
words
apologies
but no answers
im waiting
now till later
but when its time for my plane to go
i cant wait no longer
we all have our limits
and we all have our points
mine have been broken long ago
but im still here
and ive missed 5 flights
hoping to take one with you in the night
but there's no hope
its all gone
youve never given me an answer
and thats just so sad
im lonely
im dead
theres nothing worse that i could think off
but when i think im down and theres no hope
i see you from a distance
i see youre heavily packed
and with a smile i see you looking my way
bags in hand you come closer
but you stop and turn
its not my smile
or my tormented face you like to see
you wrap your warmth onto to someone else
i feel like im soo frozen
my heart beats slower and slower
as you pass on by
one hand holding the other
and i seem to just fall
im falling to my knees as i shout
"i love you and you known that"
you turn around and tell me
"im sorry but im just not ready"
as i fall and see the memories flash before me
i lay there wishing death would come sooner
alone
lost
and not loved
i find myself traumatized and yearning for my love
its not that ive said it once but ive said it over and over
"i will love you forever" and i meant every word
though the doctors have tried to fix me
i still am a broken man
im nothing with out you
but thats that
for love is love
its not fare and its not right nor wrong
what we do with love is our own faults
a wise man once said
"dont give me all your love, cause i may not give it back"
"dont give me all your love, cause i may not love you at all"
the words so true and they haunt me now
but youre words will forever follow me
when i am awake or in my slumber
and when i weep to the pain being soo deep
hurt
torn
and depressed
i may never be the same
for i was a noble man
is now someone dead
the only thing that will save me is you
all i need is a reason why
all i need is that before i die
im lying on the floor where you left me
and all i need is a reason
i may see you as you come and go
i will wait right here
if you ever stop to see im still here
i will be soo forever happy
so to you i say i will never be over
to you i say this love is forever
there's a chip i carry over my shoulder
its because of you
its all for you
as i lay here in the darkness
all alone
seeing time and life pass me by
you know where to find me
if you ever do want me back
i had time to think of what to say
to you i say
i meant what i said
but my head is telling me you need to flee
my heart is what i promised you
i stick to it like super glue
so i will only be the man that i once was
if we ever go back to the way thing was
so if youve made your mind this time
please tell me now
all i need to hear are those word from you
if i hear them then i know its true
"i dont love you"
and i know its true
so tell me those words
and i will stand up
move on
pick up
and carry on
so there arent any more things to say
so lets have it...
"what do you say???"