departing (day 1)

packing
preparing
goodbyes
as i watchi know you are leaving
can i stop it
i doubt
my mouth getting dry
my heart beating slower
the seconds tick away
and all i can do is watch sail away
i can not stop you
its not in youre will
when will i get to see you again
i love you
i love you
i love you
the last few lines i told you
for you to know it now
so you can know it well gives me som peace of mind
what happens... happens
and i do not really care
all i care is that you come back soon and safe
i will be counting then days
we havent parted yet and i already miss you
im soo sad but i know its for our own good
soo fare well
goodbye
and see you later
but please dont forget "for now"




1438!!!(as i hit publish you packed away our final way to communicate)