[i cant sleep and im feeling just so...
heres something im typing on the spot its 3:23am PST lets see how long this will take]
so many thoughts come rushing in
im all so weak and feel i should die
as lost as someone without a map or guide
what do i do who shall i ask
all alone in a cold spring's night
i lay here in the dark of night
hoping as the new day comes
in the hopes of a new and proactive day
but what will i do? what will i do.........
no other reasons and thoughts in mind
i am not ready will i ever be
as reality comes rushing like the light of dawn
breathing deeply and thinking of something to do
i can not seem to think i may not choose
as i begin to buckle down and cry
why does it seem so hard it doesnt dry
like rivers they keep on flowing without stopping
i feel like mine has died out
but not of drought.
in the rivers bed i lay the mud so hard and dry
as i begin to see people come to look at awe
i cant help but ask "why cant anyone help me"
because theyre not there
theyre in my head, all stuck in there.
[so thats just whats going on in my head atm its 3:36am PST
so i guess a good 13mins to write this on the spot hope its not to retarded]
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