its like a bandaid, just rip it off (day 25)

the weirdest things happen to me
im like a pendulum
i sway back anf forth with no control
the only control i have is that i have a beat
timing, my heart...
its complicated and you need more time
im distraught and full id disdain
why does this happen to me
does it happen to you or you or you?
who am i now, where am i without you?
are we better off or what?
the things we cant determine and cant not find out
ignorance is sometimes bliss
but bliss can be painful or sad
the knowledge of not knowing maybe sad
the knoeledge of knowing is bad
the illusion of knowledge is not that we know
its what we dont know
so we can go on
more forth and not turn back
lets just call it as it is
sometimes there are things not worth living
and well baby this is it
rip it off
peel it away
sometimes its not that it will protect you
its the things that you think protect you
that will hurt you
ive felt the pain and its something i dont need to feel
so many times in my life...
it it was worth it then maybe i may use another
if not i think i can live without you to bother