about today 22:04 (day 12)

@ 10am today i learned my fate
@ 10:04 tonight i sealed it
as we spoke the song about today plays
and it goes like this:


"Today you were far away
and I didn't ask you why
What could I say
I was far away
You just walked away
and I just watched you
What could I say

How close am I to losing you

Tonight you just close your eyes
and I just watch you
slip away

How close am I to losing you

Hey, are you awake
Yeah I'm right here
Well can I ask you about today

How close am I to losing you
How close am I to losing"


so true and so sad
the words maybe sad
but i will find a way to see things through
i hope you find a way for yourself to
if you dont then there is no more hope
there is nomore me or you
goobye and goodnight
i wont see you for a while
au revoir mon cher