Friday, July 17, 2009

17 x 3 = (day 51)

today is a great day, i feel good about today
lost 2 but got taken off to the hospital on the third
anxiety and stress...
as i said if it happens it happens
i guess it chose today of all days
i feel soo alone and feel like im dying
the pain in me is growing and i cant stop it
as i get shots of morphine my body fights the numbness
i feel each blow, each painful crunch, each agonizing minute
all i could tell myself is if its meant to be then so shall be it
i guess i need to rest i will be here for a while
this is me in the H
peace out...

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