tired (day 58)

confusion...
the days fly on by faster than ever
does waking up making the day go by
not knowing what day of the week it is...
i try to keep my hands full
but i seem to be sooo (i cant even find the word to explain this)
soo i try to be more active
i jog
i hike
i bike
and i play tennis
trying to clear my head
not with the open road
but the shadows of the pine trees in the woods
the dirt surrounding me
the purity of the air
as the sun hits my face
and the rays reveal my soul
i feel like the an empty room
heating up as the sun hits the panes
as i stand the time passes i cant stop
hearing the lines, the words...

"The greatest mistake is giving up...
That true strength lies in the will to keep trying,
Keep hoping things will get better.
Keep reminding yourself that all is accomplished.
Keep everything in perspective.
Keep up the fight!
Because at the end of the day thats what youre left with the knowledge:
you did your best and you'll wake up tomorrow and try again"