choice (day 70)

a palindrome
is it something special
or do we make it more of what it really is
are we what we are?
is 76—67+76=143—341+143=444
ge-or-ge
is it cause we see it that way
or is it cause we want to see it that way
is it what it is
or is it what we see it is
freedom is something we should have
or is it given
is it a privilege or a right
im blanking out
and as i enter into a labyrinth
i am blinded by light
the long cascading walls and tight corners freak me
i see a meadow and a new
a red house in the distance
i ask where am i
i try to see if i can talk to the shadows passing me
they are there but not even aware
i am in Maryland
why was i brought here
today maryland and the day before pittsburgh?
is it me or is it something else
this puzzles me
do i have a choice
is it in my hands
as i step towards the house i fall into a hole
a black whole sucking me ansd tugging me elsewhere
am i in the same place
i find myself in a white padded cell
i am alone
it is in my hands
its always been my choice