still as one

its funny how fate can make you think
the way it plays with your mind
and the weight it reveals
its been yearr, months, weeks and hours since we actually see one another
but all that dissappears
no matter how long and how far
we still seem to catch up
with each other and our lifes
its funny how it happens
the thing is no matter what happens
it seems like we make the same life choices
even being different
whether it be being emo or so much more
i like it how im still youre bestfriend and somehow fiancee
its made me happy that there can be chances for you and me
it maybe unorthodox and its ok with me
all i can say to it is "hey have you ever met me"
its obvious with one hello
or a hi or just a giggle
that we are still as one
goodfriends and separeted lovers
so heres to you and me
still as one
i hope thats all it will forever be

the middle

something there but thats not seen
its here but we never realize it
some say
"its lame"
"is there life in there"
"where is it"
i need clarity and honestly
its not in here
i understand why the middle is evil
because its the cause of my pains
the pains from a muscle inbetween my rib cage
my heart is torn up a little
the tear is tiny, minute pretty miniscule
so dont be afraid or sound the alarm
the tear is slightly in the middle
so when you sort things out
and i finally get real
maybe when i look back
i can say to myself
"being in the middle wasnt to bad after all"
it was just something i needed to be in
but as of now the middle is somewhere i want to run away from
because its overseen and overturned
im stuck in the middle
someone help me
im stuck!
im stuck!!!
im stuck!!!!!

get real

i cant understand whats happening
so many fantasies and what ifs
i wonder off into space and time
i try and try to fill my time
but there is always something in my mind
its something said and is quite common
"i just need some time"
those are the last words youve said to me
i will be a man and keep to it
though its been jsut 2 days
and its kill me inside and out
i cant really think
in fact i cant even express how i feel
all i know is
im sad and mad
im angry and pissed
im alone and lonely
i want to scream
i want to shout
run for miles
drive away
but all the distractions, music, activities
and others more
i feel like ive died a little
short of breath
a piece of me drifted away from me
but i need to stop and accept what fate has on my plate
what i need is to stop whining
i need a reality check
i need to get real

mad

emotions...
its taking over me
anger
madness
and even instanity
all the these things
running though me
i'm angry
and its driving me crazy
something in me is driving me crazy
and its making me angry
its simple
and its complexed
im complexed and perplexed
many ways to think about it
one way to summarize it
i'm mad

desire

im happy
i live life to as full as i can try
but there are things i want and things i need
i can not have it all
but i want to
i dont need it all
but i do
i just want one thing
its you
it maybe simple but its simply perplexed
innate and immpossible
cause i always want things i can not have
and i need thing i alreay want
do you want me
will you need me
i desire these things in my heart and in my mind
ALL THE TIME