get real

i cant understand whats happening
so many fantasies and what ifs
i wonder off into space and time
i try and try to fill my time
but there is always something in my mind
its something said and is quite common
"i just need some time"
those are the last words youve said to me
i will be a man and keep to it
though its been jsut 2 days
and its kill me inside and out
i cant really think
in fact i cant even express how i feel
all i know is
im sad and mad
im angry and pissed
im alone and lonely
i want to scream
i want to shout
run for miles
drive away
but all the distractions, music, activities
and others more
i feel like ive died a little
short of breath
a piece of me drifted away from me
but i need to stop and accept what fate has on my plate
what i need is to stop whining
i need a reality check
i need to get real